Mondays are 1/7 of your life
Most of the people I know hate Mondays, but I don't find them too terrible. Although I have to admit it's rather difficult to face the weekend being so far away. Ah well. I don't want to turn in into the type of person who only lives on the weekends. Life happens in between, after all. Actually, more good things happen to me on weekdays then weekends. But nothing good EVER happens on Thursdays. Never.
Well, my odd mood from yesterday kind of carried over into today, but it wasn't as bad. It made for a rather interesting train of thought during Physics (which can be interesting, although I never pay attention) and P.E ('nough said). I started to think about whether or not I know who I am, which sort of came from thinking about certain people who seem to know.
I really don't like it when people label or stereotype others, but I think it's almost worst to stereotype yourself. I don't think it's possible to grow or change if you do that. But on the other hand, if you want to change are you technically insecure about who you are? And if your insecure do you then not really know who you are? It seems very close minded to not want to change the worse parts of yourself, but then again they also make up who you are. Trying to change one's nature all the time is bad . . . But so is not allowing yourself to change.
Hmmm . . . I guess I'm trying to say that there is a balance. The people out there that would never want to change their personality can't exactly better themselves, which is necessary (in my opinion) for a good life. People who are always searching for who they are will never live as themselves, if that makes any sense. They will always be living as who they want to be or who they think they are. Insecurities are natural, but too many or to few of them isn't good.
I have insecurities, but everyone does. Most of the time they are very superficial ones, and I don't think they really affect how I view myself. There are times that they get to me, especially if someone whose opinion I respect makes me feel like I'm not "right" or good enough. I think these are somewhat healthy though, because they make one second guess assumptions about oneself. In many ways, I do know exactly who I am. But now and then, it's good to take another look. Most people, well, all people don't know me as well as I know myself. But that doesn't mean people around me can't have insight to certain aspects of my personality. I think I know myself pretty well, but I don't want to become stagnant in that respect.
Well, that all sounds like an insomniac rant, though it's only 9:00 ish. Ah well. I never said I wouldn't be random, or that I would ever say anything of importance. G'night.
Well, my odd mood from yesterday kind of carried over into today, but it wasn't as bad. It made for a rather interesting train of thought during Physics (which can be interesting, although I never pay attention) and P.E ('nough said). I started to think about whether or not I know who I am, which sort of came from thinking about certain people who seem to know.
I really don't like it when people label or stereotype others, but I think it's almost worst to stereotype yourself. I don't think it's possible to grow or change if you do that. But on the other hand, if you want to change are you technically insecure about who you are? And if your insecure do you then not really know who you are? It seems very close minded to not want to change the worse parts of yourself, but then again they also make up who you are. Trying to change one's nature all the time is bad . . . But so is not allowing yourself to change.
Hmmm . . . I guess I'm trying to say that there is a balance. The people out there that would never want to change their personality can't exactly better themselves, which is necessary (in my opinion) for a good life. People who are always searching for who they are will never live as themselves, if that makes any sense. They will always be living as who they want to be or who they think they are. Insecurities are natural, but too many or to few of them isn't good.
I have insecurities, but everyone does. Most of the time they are very superficial ones, and I don't think they really affect how I view myself. There are times that they get to me, especially if someone whose opinion I respect makes me feel like I'm not "right" or good enough. I think these are somewhat healthy though, because they make one second guess assumptions about oneself. In many ways, I do know exactly who I am. But now and then, it's good to take another look. Most people, well, all people don't know me as well as I know myself. But that doesn't mean people around me can't have insight to certain aspects of my personality. I think I know myself pretty well, but I don't want to become stagnant in that respect.
Well, that all sounds like an insomniac rant, though it's only 9:00 ish. Ah well. I never said I wouldn't be random, or that I would ever say anything of importance. G'night.
posted by Sarah at 8:29 PM
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